I consider myself an optimist. I have this philosophy that if something bad happens, all we can do is fix it or get over it. A big saying in my family is to, “Shit or get off the pot.” Meaning, do something about it, or stop complaining about it.
During the past couple of years, I went through situations that have left a very bitter taste in my mouth. I recently had to start over with practically nothing. Granted, I am more independent and stronger than I ever thought possible, but at the same time aren’t there lessons I should be learning here?
I’ve realized that I have become quite distrustful. I have shut myself off from anybody who really cares about me because I am so afraid of getting hurt again. This contradicts every single bone in my body. I’m your stereotypical Leo. I love adventure and risks, and here I am... not taking a shit on this pot of mine.
I suppose my question is, when do we become too tainted to trust anybody?
Is there anybody out there who can turn back time please? I’ll let you guest blog ;)
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